indahnya bersama mereka

yesterday, we had a small gathering at nik's hse.

it was awesome. simple, yet satisfying to the soul.

and fulfilling to the tummy. hehe.

before the guys came for the pizza dinner ,

we, the girls, prayed maghrib and isyak together, then read the yaasin and had a small tazkirah.

subhanallah, when we all sat together in a circle, i felt this sense of calmness and this strong bond with my sister (nik, effa, ham , jehan and qiah). it was just refreshing to sit down with your close friends, and talk about islam, life and the hereafter. when i looked at their faces, i prayed that we all will always be under Allah's guidance and be together in jannah. Ada suatu rasa bersama mereka, semua ingin berubah dan mencari apa yang penting dalam hidup ini yang penuh dgn dugaan dan cabaran. mungkinkah itu bahagia? atau itukah manisnya ukhuwah?

mari kita terus mencari rakan2 ku. moga Allah bukakan hati2 kita, berikan hidayah, dan tetapkan kita atas jalan keimanan.

may we all meet in jannah my friends.

As i go on in his bumpy road of life, pls remind me if i forget and guide me if i go astray.

dan ingatku dlm doamu selalu.

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hapuslah perasaan ini.aku ingin bebas seperti suatu masa dahulu,lupakan semua masalah jiwa dan hati, aku ingin selalu mengingatMu dan berpegang kpd prinsip yg berlandaskan jalanMu. berikan aku kekuatan utk lakukan apa yg Haq, dan menjauhi kebatilan ya Rabb.

to you,sister, aku minta maaf, some things are better left unsaid. i dont wanna burden you in your young age with my problems. i will be okay. i will love you no matter what.