This is crazy

But i actually enjoy vacuuming, mopping n doing all sort of cleaning job. And no, i dont intend to become
Mak cik cleaner, no tq. Haha. Can u imagine
today from 8pm till 11.30pm i vacuumed n mopped d house n cleaned my room. I know! Its insane i spent all that time cleaning when i shld hv been studying! Or was it just an excuse not to study? Oh well i dont know! Haha

But hey, im happy now. The feeling after mopping is liberating. And d feel of clean floor when u walk barefoot on it is just....soooo amazing that icant find d word to decribe it.

And this craze for cleaning comes when im in a really good mood or im really stressed. And the obssession changes. Its as if they have their own seasons. One time i kept scrubbing the toilet..and guess what i used to scrub the tiles? Toothbrush!! Coz i like to do it in detail so that it will be like really really spotless..sampai sakit2 pinggang!! Haha Then it was the kitchen.. Now its d vacuuming n mopping plak da!!

Dont know why but perhaps its because i came from a home where d house is 24-7 clean.my mum is a housewife who is superbbbb in cleaning so that explains everything i guess. Umi is just amazing, shes like d perfect housewife who already has a schedule on what day to do which part of d house. Very efficient.

Before this i think i have been a really bad daughter coz i hardly helped her with d cleaning. Only sometimes i would sweep the floor for her. N she does d mopping.But u know now being away from home, u gotta take responsibility of ur own surrounding. And so i embarked on this wifely duty, n oh my, its damn tiring. All d time after u r done, u will feel really tired like what im feeling now. This made me realised as well thats why umi got angry whenever we messed up d place . Bcoz we destroyed all her work cleaning up. Now i understand, im sorry umi, im really sorry for all those times we messed everything for you. What she would obviously want to see is some help from us.. Or
at least for us to maintain her hard work....

And i asked umi why she does it.. She said bcoz i see this as ibadah.. When d house is clean, insyaalah everyone selesa nak beribadah in it..

There were times when i was really tired n d house was like a wrecked ship and i got angry for others no cleaning up..but i love my mum coz she tells me "its ok, jgn berkira..sometimes if u dont like something, stop complaining and begin the change yourself.. And even if u do clean up, do it with a sincere heart that when d house is clean, everyone would be comfortable to study.. And insyaallah Allah will reward you."

I love umi. Thanks umi for being thee queen of my heart.

And you know what? When u grow up u kinda grow up being very similar to ur mum,doing the things they usually do. and i think i see similarities in me n umi already. Not fully but getting there. Hehe

Ps - this is random. But im wondering whether there can b ppl who are actually good at cleaning but bad at tidying up, organising stuff or basically is messy. Haha. I think i have that. Oh well, need to work on on
Mengemas-ing skills.