Decisions

Lately there has been so many things happening, and decisions to make...

Deciding where to pindah this august (because i have an issue with the landlord and since i didnt sign the agreement i got an eviction notice! hehe but hey im cool about it, i knew the consequence and so i was ready for it). I also need to decide where to choose my 4th year placement, whether to stay here or go to a new place, Gosford which is 1 hour away, ppl say it terms of studies, its better there and no need take expensive public transport ( ticket is $3 per hour yo! And in NSW, international student still dont have the privilige of student concession, how rude is that?!) but being in gosford means i will be away from my friends, the malaysian community n all the events that happens here. Hurm how how how?

And also, our baby, encik car is terminally ill. Cant be saved. The mechanic said we need to replace the engine which would cost us about $3000.insane!! that is just wayyy too much. So we gotta decide what to do. To sell back the car? Or leave it? Or sell it to wreckers so that they can break it into pieces?? Omgg.. >.< Sedihnyaaaa khusna n i looked so hard to find him. He is my kesayangan. This is weird but whenever the car is sick or even get a scratch, i get so sad.. Because i sayang it so much but u just cant show ur frustration coz its hak milik bersama ramai2. So kena sabar.n tunjuk cool.
And im also in the middle of preparing paper work against my landlord just in case my landlord tak puas hati n wants to take legal action against us cause he's claiming money from us without wanting to show the bills! "pandai" kan dia? Da la degil mcm donkey. also the car pernah involved in an accident ( someone else was driving) but since the car is under my name, the isnurance company is looking for me. Im d youngest yet d car was under my name! Why why why why... ;(

Wow now that i have listed them out, thats a truck on my head!! Ya Allah kena sabar je kan.

But no worries, All is well!

I cant complain cause eventho i have all these small problems, but Allah have blessed me with a lot of other gifts that i should be grateful for, eg passing last sem which was a tortureee!! Getting GP report award ( was totally unexpected!), had an a great winter holiday with effa n sha n jehan! Alhamdulillah, good health so far..also i have a great family and friends who support me all the way. And im sure these problems are petty compared to what other ppl have to go through. Especially sick patients (this is d ones that i can relate to cause we see sick people all the time) can u just imagine, if u have joints pain ( now im doing rheumatology hehe), u cant even do you daily routine! Nak button baju pun sakit woo!now thats Just joint pain.. N dont lemme talk about cancer n all those terminal illness..And oh yes! The ppl who are in africa facing the drought! Have u seen how stick thin they look like?? N here, we always complain how fat we are!! Ya Allah, i pity them. Hurm now we shld think of all these people who are unfortunate so taht we can stop complaining and say alhamdulillahhhh!!

Alhamdulillah alhamdulillah.

Alhamdulillah im going back early this year for HES jugak!! Now, that is, something i look forward to. I want to go back and hug umi, watch walid's laugh, sing like nobody's business with sara ( and hopefully help prepare her for spm.. Jaga taaa.. Cikgu garang nak balik!), bicker with shah.. Go jalan2 with nik,effa, and dan..buat lawak bodoh with them n lepak mamak with my friends! ;)

But again we can only plan, Allah decides. Hopefully i can complete this semester with a strong heart and blessings from Allah.

Doakan ye.

Ps - awesome photokan? I took it at point wolstoncroft ( i know! Sounds like some witchcraft place haha) during the WARM ( winter camp). It has to be one of the most beautiful place i have ever been to. U just cant stop saying subhanallah!