Salam everyone! (hahahah mcm ramai pulak kan yg baca this blog)
Anyways, its been soooo long since i last posted anything here. And obviously agessss since a "happy" post. Asyik emo je kan. Hehe
Ok so here's my happy post.. Currently am at heaven on earth, malaysia bebeh! And i have finished the 6 weeks of placement at sg buloh hospital..which was beyondddd awesome. Am really grateful to actually have gone through it, cause why? It made me enjoy and love medicine. You know how all these years has always been theory theory theory! Bosan dow.
Meeting real patients, actually thinking how to come up with diagnosis n management.. Its ain't easy. Like seriously. so having to go on this adventure before i go
For my Clinical years was good, prepare me mentally. One good thing, starting clinical would make u realise "holycrap!! I dont know a lot" and thus make u like studying. Things make sense and u can relate to the patients. And obviously there are moments of sheer terror when the specialists ask you questions...hahahha cuak dow. I think i was so cuak during the ward rounds that i was sweating so much as if i went for a jog by the end of it! Hahah ok la. Perhaps it was just a hot day. Saja kan nak exaggerate.heehe.
And i also got to go on an ambulance call, had to declare death, did suturing, and joined resus team doing cpr!
The whole experience was splendid. It made me realise how i really wanna be a good and competent doctor.hence, i have to study hard la kan. Ttiba menyesal sbb i think i wasted first year, coz it seems like i dont remember gastro n renal... Nooooo -_____-
Azam, akan kurang main2. And jadi ultimate nerd during my clinical years.. Kena cover balik those wasted years!
And yes, my HES experience also made me wanna come back here and kerja here! Msia is not bad la! Tipu je dorg kata teruk gila.
(ya Allah aku bersyukur kepadamu for introducing the shift system in msia before i finished med school. Am truly blessed. Now, my fear of falling asleep on patients' bed has vanished heheh)
And memang la penat..but nothing is easy in life. If you love what you do, you'll make through whatever hell it requires to get to where you want.
And as prof muhaya reminded me "just enjoy the journey and remember your niat, always2 check your niat, if you do it because of Allah, because you wanna help people.. Allah will make it easy for you"
It was amazing what she replied when i looked at all the diff certs ( seriously, A LOT) on her wall and said "wow it must be have been a very long journey to be where you are now".
She smiled and replied " no dear, i never think of it as a long process..cause i enjoyed every bit of it"
So much positivity.
Omg i was supposed to talk on nik's bday but i ended up babbling about this pulak. Come on ainnnnn. Again, so tangential.
Anyways, here is the present i made for nik.. Jenuh gak la nak nyusun all d beads..hehe and oh we even made a prank call for her yesterday morning. Tapi tak bape jadi, because the dj were idiots ahhaha. But hey, the effort counts right??
Anyways, its been soooo long since i last posted anything here. And obviously agessss since a "happy" post. Asyik emo je kan. Hehe
Ok so here's my happy post.. Currently am at heaven on earth, malaysia bebeh! And i have finished the 6 weeks of placement at sg buloh hospital..which was beyondddd awesome. Am really grateful to actually have gone through it, cause why? It made me enjoy and love medicine. You know how all these years has always been theory theory theory! Bosan dow.
Meeting real patients, actually thinking how to come up with diagnosis n management.. Its ain't easy. Like seriously. so having to go on this adventure before i go
For my Clinical years was good, prepare me mentally. One good thing, starting clinical would make u realise "holycrap!! I dont know a lot" and thus make u like studying. Things make sense and u can relate to the patients. And obviously there are moments of sheer terror when the specialists ask you questions...hahahha cuak dow. I think i was so cuak during the ward rounds that i was sweating so much as if i went for a jog by the end of it! Hahah ok la. Perhaps it was just a hot day. Saja kan nak exaggerate.heehe.
And i also got to go on an ambulance call, had to declare death, did suturing, and joined resus team doing cpr!
The whole experience was splendid. It made me realise how i really wanna be a good and competent doctor.hence, i have to study hard la kan. Ttiba menyesal sbb i think i wasted first year, coz it seems like i dont remember gastro n renal... Nooooo -_____-
Azam, akan kurang main2. And jadi ultimate nerd during my clinical years.. Kena cover balik those wasted years!
And yes, my HES experience also made me wanna come back here and kerja here! Msia is not bad la! Tipu je dorg kata teruk gila.
(ya Allah aku bersyukur kepadamu for introducing the shift system in msia before i finished med school. Am truly blessed. Now, my fear of falling asleep on patients' bed has vanished heheh)
And memang la penat..but nothing is easy in life. If you love what you do, you'll make through whatever hell it requires to get to where you want.
And as prof muhaya reminded me "just enjoy the journey and remember your niat, always2 check your niat, if you do it because of Allah, because you wanna help people.. Allah will make it easy for you"
It was amazing what she replied when i looked at all the diff certs ( seriously, A LOT) on her wall and said "wow it must be have been a very long journey to be where you are now".
She smiled and replied " no dear, i never think of it as a long process..cause i enjoyed every bit of it"
So much positivity.
Omg i was supposed to talk on nik's bday but i ended up babbling about this pulak. Come on ainnnnn. Again, so tangential.
Anyways, here is the present i made for nik.. Jenuh gak la nak nyusun all d beads..hehe and oh we even made a prank call for her yesterday morning. Tapi tak bape jadi, because the dj were idiots ahhaha. But hey, the effort counts right??
So here's my darling, my crime partner, my soulmate, and my bestest friend in the whole wide world, nik nazarina on her 22nd bday. Stunning ey? With the kalung india ( which ham bought from a kuil ahhahahah epic effort tu) , and i got her bday sash & helium love balloon. Da mcm wakil rakyat india hahahahhaha
We surprised her at uia. Funny thing is when she saw me and effa, she ran away hahahahahahha i bet she thought we were gonna throw sonething at her.. Adoi, agak kelakar la..org nak kasik hadiah laaa. And come onnnn, i cant be associated with evil bday pranks je right??? Ok la maybe.. I am.. But da kena balasan this year, finally! Before this always managed to escape! Hehe
And nik i dedicate this song entitled "true friends" by miley cyrus to you..
[Verse 1]
We sign our cards and letters BFF
You've got a million ways to make me laugh
You're lookin' out for me; you've got my back
It's so good to have you around
You know the secrets I could never tell
And when I'm quiet you break through my shell
Don't feel the need to do a rebel yell
Cause you keep my feet on the ground
[Chorus 1]
You're a true friend
You're here till the end
You pull me aside
When something ain't right
Talk with me now and into the night
'Til it's alright again
You're a true friend
[Verse 2]
You don't get angry when I change the plans
Somehow you're never out of second chances
Won't say "I told you" when I'm wrong again
I'm so lucky that I've found
[Chorus 2]
A true friend
You're here till the end
You pull me aside
When something ain't right
Talk with me now and into the night
'Til it's alright again
[Bridge]
True friends will go to the end of the earth
Till they find the things you need
Friends hang on through the ups and the downs
Cause they've got someone to believe in
[Chorus 3]
A true friend
You're here till the end
You pull me aside
When something ain't right
Talk with me now and into the night
No need to pretend
You're a true friend
You're here till the end
Pull me aside
When something ain't right
Talk with me now and into the night
'Til it's alright again
You're a true friend [3x]
You've got a million ways to make me laugh
You're lookin' out for me; you've got my back
It's so good to have you around
You know the secrets I could never tell
And when I'm quiet you break through my shell
Don't feel the need to do a rebel yell
Cause you keep my feet on the ground
[Chorus 1]
You're a true friend
You're here till the end
You pull me aside
When something ain't right
Talk with me now and into the night
'Til it's alright again
You're a true friend
[Verse 2]
You don't get angry when I change the plans
Somehow you're never out of second chances
Won't say "I told you" when I'm wrong again
I'm so lucky that I've found
[Chorus 2]
A true friend
You're here till the end
You pull me aside
When something ain't right
Talk with me now and into the night
'Til it's alright again
[Bridge]
True friends will go to the end of the earth
Till they find the things you need
Friends hang on through the ups and the downs
Cause they've got someone to believe in
[Chorus 3]
A true friend
You're here till the end
You pull me aside
When something ain't right
Talk with me now and into the night
No need to pretend
You're a true friend
You're here till the end
Pull me aside
When something ain't right
Talk with me now and into the night
'Til it's alright again
You're a true friend [3x]
to you...
The lyrics speaks so well of how we are kan. Uhibbukifillah nik. May happiness, success and barakah always find you.
;)
Ainnorman
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