progress report. lol.

ye ye saya tau. im a pemalas. a person who shldnt have a blog.who does not know how to update. dont blame me ok.blame the hecticness of my life. orrr maybe my life isnt so hectic, but just when im actually free, i dont wanna waste my time in front of the lap top. i would rather do something productive like sleeping. hahaha. it will heal my cells alrite??!

anyways, what have i been up to? nothing much. it's been quite routine. doing the same thing all over again every day of the week. and you know, i think we have adapted the australian way of working. we work our ass off during the weekdays and then just chill (or in other word, waste..) on weekends.

let me start of with mondays, it is usually packed with lectures, from 9 until 6 in the evening. tell me about listening to ppl just babbling, endlessly, from one person to another.so by the end of the day, you'll be pretty happy you survived the dreadful monday. and on tuesdays, we sometimes have lectures as well, but not that as much as mondays, the max we'll have would be like 3 hours. Then the rest of the day, we work like crazy to prepare for our PBL which brings me to wednesdays.

wednesdays, is quite stressful, i dont know about the rest but for me, it is. because i have STC. syndrome takut closing. hahaha. it's not me alrite, it's just that my tutor who's like a more handsome version of VAN DIESEL, likes to point the questions to specific ppl. Other tutors, they just ask open questions so anyone with the knowledge can answer. so u can escape if you havent covered specific stuff. BUT HEY, when he points and ask, its as if you are interrogated.in a smal dark room. just you and him. and suddenly all the other ppl disappear and i can just feel the heat of the spotlight on my skin. and he's asking me again, "so ain, what is the other protein involved in wound healing?". hahahaahha. i just made it sound so dramatic but yeah, thats how scary it is, but when i come to think of it, this method of his, is an awesome way to help you think under pressure.i swear my heart rate goes up and i sweat like mad when he asks me. But after so many pbl, im getting more calm.not as gelabah as before.huhu.

and oh ya, we have medical consultation skills on some wednesdays.so we go to the Mater Hospital, ( i know, mcm mata..lol) and practise our interviewing skills. and usually its fun because at the end of the day, we'll exchange all sort of stories of the patients we met. and story of how awkward it got when we didnt know who to respond to the patient.i'll tell you stories on that one day.but hey, without revealing their identity.Its called CONFIDENTIALITY. been hearing like 700 times already. huuhu.

and so on thursday, we have PUBLIC HEALTH tute. n yeehaa~ .
its my "fav" subject. hahaha.bluekk.so before coming in, we would have to have read the journal, and have critically appraised it, so that we can talk about it in the discussion. n i tell you, it can take like 3 hours or more + so many instances when you fall asleep before you can complete reading the entire research paper work. hahaha. n oh, we have anatomy lab on thursdays as well. and this is usually fun as we get to look at parts that we have learned for our PBL. so basically it reinforces what you have studied.Thursday nite is usually lepak nite or masak nite.no doing anything..we just sit in front of the tv and chat before we end up sleeping on the couch or something.

fridays- PBl opening. you get a new case. brainstorm whats happening. and make hypotheses of what could have probably gone wrong. and then generate learning targets that we'll have to look up and be prepared for the next wednesdays.

friday nites are usually chilling out nite. we sometimes go to the movies. or watch movies from our laptop. thank you so much to our friend, yg kasik pinjam his external hard disk that have all sorts of movie. just say any movie, and the probablity of it being in there is like 0.8. damn, why am i talking about probablilities??? this must be the after effect of doing that horrible PH assignment.eikk.

saturdays- either go shopping for groceries or kemas rumah (alternate every week). then sometime we go play badminton at the forum. go out to kotara or anywhere fun in the evening.
at night, we'll be too tired to do anything.

sundays- we try very best to cover our PBL but somehow i always feel sundays are wasted. probably because, we either joke around or fall asleep while studying in the comfort of our own room. lol.

n so that's the cycle.

n oh ya, talking about room, i finally got my own room. evntho its not as gorgeous as the new-super cantik-garage turned into rooms downstairs. ye ye husna, im jeles. but still, i got the room that has a mirror wardrobe that span about 3 depa. its like a dance studio here. nnnn if my friends or family come over there's enough space for them~~ yeehaaa. n do u now how funny it is waking up in the morning and looking at your reflection in the mirror saying " hey ain, morning".hahaahah.n girls n mirrors. u know what happens. looking at yourself and smiling. and jumping around. andddd its not that im not vain enough you seee! hhaha

and last night, we invited mitti, our muslim australian fren , to come over for dinner an dwatch BRIDE WARS~.


last nite i had a feast. like a real feast. and i officially ate the most. adoiii.husna cooked chicken curry, sayur campur yg sdap and as well as sotong celup tepung , or calamariiiiii!
sdap gile okkkkk!!
n eating squid, or any kind of seafood for a change rather than chicken is just heavenly. haha.
umi, when i come back end of the year, i dont wanna eat anything that has chicken element pls. im so sick of it that i think i might kick any living chicken i see. hahahahaa. i want fish. or wait, i need fish. plsss.


n nik! i watched bride wars!!! its so sweet!!!
and plssss we are not getting married the same day alrite. we are gonna be each other's wedding planner, ok? its a deal.
oh nik, i cried watching that movie, because i imagined us, not talking to each other, and so i knew how they felt when they were fighting. n when kate hudson said she felt so lonely, so alone, when they were not in talking terms, i knew how it felt! nik! i so wished i had watched it with you!

NIK NAZARINA, saya sangat rindu kamu.

YOU made me so very happy.

sometimes in life, there are really bonds that can never be broken sometimes you can really find that one person, who will stand by you no matter what, maybe you'll find it in a spouse, and celebrate it with your dream wedding, but there's also the chance,
that the person you can count on for a lifetime, the one person who knows you, sometimes better than you know yourself, is the same person that have been standing beside you all along,

that person is you.




eventho sometimes you do some random crazy, embarassing stuff like this,

i will always love you.



with lotsa love,

ain norman yg perlu kurangkan makan.