I miss her

aku disini oh oh

engkau di sana oh

tetapi kita masih kita~

riangnya bertemu lagi

bagaikan bunga api di hati

this is the lyrics from the 'bagaikan bunga api di hati' that nik asked me to listen to.

first time dgr title mcm apa ni..cm jiwang...haha tapi lepas dgr terus cam 'OMG....ITS THE BEST!'

it tells our story nik!! mmg riang bila nak berjumpa lagi..n i guess when they say riang mcm bunga api dalam hati..i know how that feels~ last year when i saw you, the first familiar face at the airport, thats how i felt. my heart jumped! i was sooooo happpy to see you that i cried. man,,im so emotional now.sob sob. nik nazarina i miss you so much. i never knew being away from you would hurt this much. 

thanks for always being there no matter what.during my happy and sad times. eventhough you always have to hear the same stories from me again and again, you listened and you were always patient.exceptionally patient when i fall asleep during our so called "movie nights" and leave you watching it alone..and sometimes in the middle of skyping! Sorry niki.... Hehe

and no matter what crazy thing i wanted to do, you always encouraged me to do it ( obviously it was dangerous..she would advise me la kan)..like when i said.."nik, i think im gonna try singing in public". she said go for it.whenever i needed help, i dont think ever once she said she cant help me. She would always be there. not only just for me but for my family.

i also love you for the fact that sometimes you love people more than yourself. you dont mind getting hurt, but you can never let yourself hurt someone else, or even see someone gets hurt. you put your family and your friends as you main priority no matter what.i admire you for that.

and whenever i was scared, she said " ala..x payah takut..AKU TAHU KAU BOLEH AIN". where in this world can i find a friend who have so much faith in you? i found it in NIK NAZARINA.

thanks for always being there. thanks for sharing the same dream and vision. thanks for being my friend. My biggest support system. My crime partner. My soulmate. And my inspiration.

"helloo..hah project 15 juta teruskan je.esok nanti i sign contract" katanya.this is her. gaya business woman berjaya (ada gaya ok!) 

Sometimes in life there really are bonds formed that can never be broken. Sometimes you really can find that one person who will stand by you no matter what. Maybe you will find it in a spouse and celebrate it with your dream wedding. But there's also the chance that the one person you can count on for a lifetime, the one person who knows you sometimes better than you know yourself is the same person who's been standing beside you all along.

and in my life, that person is nik nazarina.

Uhibbukafillah.

 Thanks Allah for blessing me with such a friend.

Ps i wish you here too, next to me.and we can smile n tunjuk gigi or do a crazy thing together. I miss you.