But this time its not handball, but its netball.
Well its very different from handball, netbal has more rules. Its all very new to me, and i kept getting fouls ( kaki gerak, body contact, n yada2). -.-* ye la coz main ganas mcm gorila as if it was handball.i really miss playing handball, so swift n liberating!
Lepas lama2 asyik byk fouls jadi mcm demotivated, i was thinking of quiting, but alhamdulillah today anne taught me a lot.and i hope i get d right technique. And of coz that means pls practise more ain!
Today i didnt do much.slept in after subuh then the whole day watched bollywood movie with ijat then it wqs my turn today to cook.
Hurm we watched,Om shanti om and muhjse dosti karoge. Yes nik! I watched our movie!
Hurm, thingsarenotokay.ifeelsick.mybodyandmybrainhurts.imwonderingwhyamihere.imsupposedtobereallyhardworkingandstudyingalldtimelikemyotherfriendsbuticantbringmyselftodothat.itssuffocating.iwannarunaway.somewherefar.somewherewherenooneknowsme.andicanbewhoeveriwannabe.:'(
Iguesswhenyouhavehurtsomanypeopleyouwonderwhetherallthisunexplainedpainthatyouhaveisbecauseofthat.ucrushotherpeoplesheartandinreturnyoursisbeingcrushedwithoutareason.ihatethefactthatihavetoshowtheworldeverythingisokayandendeverythingwithasmileoralaughtoshowtheusualain.ufreakinghypocrite.
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no, ure not a hypocrite.
ure the eye of a tiger.
n btw, in a fu years time, insyaAllah ure gonna b a doctor, ure gonna need tat skill. i guess tats y some ppl r not doctors. if i were, pbbly after my patients explained their prob, they'd go "doc, r u alrite?".
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